Ray

This city's screaming at me

…the secret of the Great Stories is that they have no secrets. The Great Stories are the ones you have heard and want to hear again. The ones you can enter anywhere and inhabit comfortably. They don’t deceive you with thrills and trick endings. They don’t surprise you with the unforeseen. They are as familiar as the house you live in. Or the smell of your lover’s skin. You know how they end, yet you listen as though you don’t. In the way that although you know that one day you will die, you live as though you won’t. In the Great Stories you know who lives, who dies, who finds love, who doesn’t. And yet you want to know again. That is their mystery and their magic.

—God of Small Things

new place

new place

haircut

haircut

goodbye, long locks
hello, hair show hair cut

goodbye, long locks

hello, hair show hair cut

Dialled Down

I’m so sick of the party scene. It’s so tiresome how much people don’t even give a shit about each other, even if they’re friends, even if they’ve never done anything to them before. 

It is just so exhausting and pathetic. If you’re 25 or older, can’t even hold down a real relationship without being unfaithful, work for your parents instead of finding yourself a real job, have no responsibilities other than paying your rent and your phone bill, have nothing more than a high school degree, and get drunk 3+ nights a week with your equally scummy friends.. I feel sorry for you. Clearly I’m not dealing with fucking scholars here.

I think being 21 has become a little drawn out. I want into the real world. I want to be done school, I want to start a viable career, doing something purposeful and helpful with my life, and I want to find a real man to spend my time with rather than consistently dealing with pieces of shit.

Alright. I’m done now.

Phew

Just deleted 45 people off my Facebook friendlist. Who knew there were that many people I didn’t give a shit about?

My faves from the roll of film I just developed. Lot of work to do to get better at using my camera, but I’m pretty impressed with myself with my first try.

Made my first attempt at film, and got the roll developed today. Posted most of them on Facebook, but saved this particular one for Tumblr. I really liked it, but felt kind of self-conscious about posting it to the general public of my friends. I don’t have a lot of people that follow me on this.. so what the hay!

(Welp, after a tiny bit of urging from my babely friend Vivolyn, I ended up posting it to facebook anyways haha.)

Made my first attempt at film, and got the roll developed today. Posted most of them on Facebook, but saved this particular one for Tumblr. I really liked it, but felt kind of self-conscious about posting it to the general public of my friends. I don’t have a lot of people that follow me on this.. so what the hay!

(Welp, after a tiny bit of urging from my babely friend Vivolyn, I ended up posting it to facebook anyways haha.)